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jolene ang
26 April 2013 @ 03:36 pm
feeling: pensivepensive
music: William Wei - Hai Shi Ai Zhe Ni
jolene ang
24 January 2011 @ 12:31 am
sometimes i wonder if having a relationship the back-to-front way is a better idea. nick says it never is, but at least you know for a fact that some things are right. not that it was that great then.. but there is at least a certain minimum expectation.

but i guess one can't have it all.

i have to learn to be more tolerant. it's not me at all, but i've already been through change one time. a little change can't be all that bad after the episode of drastic changes. so do you. i hope you've learnt what a girl wants, and the things that you shouldn't say in such a harsh or clear-cut manner.

someday i'll forget everything, but i won't forget the songs.
music: Michael Buble - Always On My Mind
jolene ang
14 January 2011 @ 12:20 am
i'm glad nick texted earlier this evening. it made the night more bearable, at least.

he gave me a picture, a memento of the bbq i really really enjoyed. one of the most awesome bbqs so far. and i'm happy to have that picture as a reminder. it was a sweet gesture.. something he always does for everyone that everyone overlooks anyway. i'm lucky to have him as a friend.

i had a dream the other night that could've almost passed as a nightmare. it was on the immediate night after it happened. there were snakes in it; they were popping up here and there in drawers in the room i was sleeping in. it wasn't mine. a lot of people were featured in my dream. many friends.. and even christine's dad! but i couldn't see the face of the most important one. i had to use a shower in preparation of my sister's wedding, at a public toilet. strange, i know. there were three areas with toilets. it was kinda like sunway lagoon. or any other theme park i suppose. but the queues were insanely long at all three. that's when someone dragged me to another toilet and told me i could use that one; it had a shorter queue. but i went back to grab my stuff and told people i was gonna go over to that one and somehow when i got back there, there was already another long queue and my friends whom i told.. they were part of that queue too.

messy dream. i wonder if it represents something though.

i woke up feeling confused, disoriented, and totally lack of sleep. and stuck with the jiggy jiggy song in my head.
feeling: confusedconfused
music: F. Cuz ft Yao Yao - Jiggy
jolene ang
31 October 2010 @ 02:00 pm
sometimes i look at my new bathroom and and i feel like i'm transported back to the times when i used to take hot showers in hotel bathrooms at 4.30 in the morning, bleary-eyed but happy, and sated. i'd dry myself off, crawl back into bed and snuggle under the covers once more, only to be awoken by someone poking me and telling me we're late. and that i've missed the buffet breakfast, again.

i love buffet breakfasts at hotels. i love staring at the large buffet spread in front of me. i'd smile to myself and wonder where to start. i love taking multiple plates of food and piling them in front of me. i love looking at someone i love over breakfast in my semi-decent pajamas and messy bed hair, while he tells me i've never looked more beautiful.
music: Big Bang - Lies
jolene ang
29 September 2010 @ 01:50 pm

thank you for everything, val. <3
feeling: giddygiddy
music: The Ready Set - Love Like Woe